In her deep dark pit
Peace evading her
Waterfall of tears
Achig heart
Shattered dreams
Racing mind
Snakes in her stomach
How
Where
Why
Soul crushing
Perfecting her masqurade
Masks fooling everyone
In her deep dark pit
Silence
Smothering darkness
Tag: darkness
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Shining bright smiling sun
Small raindrops dancing down to the ground
Sweet grass,earth and flowers wafting through the air filing her senses with peace
Huge gleeming moon shining her way
Silver dancing stars thoughout the sky
Day and night turning to the universe, to mother earth to keep her sane
Fogetting all her pains, all her worries, all her heartache
Mother earth filling her with miracles and wonder overtaking all the darkness
The chaos, broken dreams and heartache hiding in a deep deep pit just for now just for a bit
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I’m sooo tired of always hiding my pain making others feel better
I dont want to feel like this anymore
Need a way to kill the thoughts, the pain
So tired…..
So tired of taking the abuse so others don’t feel it
So tired of taking the lies and deceit to keep the peace
So. so tired of double standards
I don’t want to feel like this anymore
I want to kill my pain, my thoughts
Darkness, pain…..
So tired.
My Life,My Thoughts 