In her deep dark pit
Peace evading her
Waterfall of tears
Achig heart
Shattered dreams
Racing mind
Snakes in her stomach
How
Where
Why
Soul crushing
Perfecting her masqurade
Masks fooling everyone
In her deep dark pit
Silence
Smothering darkness
I’m sooo tired of always hiding my pain making others feel better
I dont want to feel like this anymore
Need a way to kill the thoughts, the pain
So tired…..
So tired of taking the abuse so others don’t feel it
So tired of taking the lies and deceit to keep the peace
So. so tired of double standards
I don’t want to feel like this anymore
I want to kill my pain, my thoughts
Darkness, pain…..
So tired.
