Exhausted Emotionally & Mentally…..

After a sleepless night I’ve been in tears most of the day. Life has brought me down again. I’m emotionally and mentally tired. So tired of lies,deceit,fighting,issues,etc etc….

This morning I cried all the way to work and thought of driving my car off a bridge. Thinking that if I wasn’t here Maybe, just maybe life would be easier for others. Thinking maybe, just maybe I would have peace,no more anxiety,worry and fear. Honestly what stopped me was a very thoughtful voice message from the love of my life.

How much can one person take? Why has the world become so cruel? People are so despicable!!! I don’t belong in this era,in this dimension. I feel everyone’s emotions while feeling and trying to deal with my own. This world is not for someone like me. This world is definitely not for empaths.

People are selfish and angry. They are just out to see how many games they can play with others life’s and emotions. No thought for the repercussions. No thought for how the emotional and mental games destroy. Not thinking of the hurt they cause.

People who scam others out of they hard earned money need to be hung at the stake!!! How do they live with themselves knowing they are taking someone’s hard earned money which actually barely helps them through the month?

How do you find joy in taking others dignity away from them? How do you live with yourself knowing you are mentally and emotionally killing someone who will never beable to have a real happy,content life?

How do people hurt animals,babies, children,and the elderly? Why? What joy is there in harming someone who can’t defend for themselves? Why do ppl abuse others – sexually,mentally and physically?? Why destroy others? Why????

Another thing that really gets to me is people that cheat. Why? If you don’t want to commit and be faithful then don’t get into a relationship!! It’s as simple as that!!! Why have a relationship and give your partner hope and get them loving you and giving you their all then you go and find someone else? Stay single if you need the opposite sex so much!! Cheating destroys your partner so deeply especially when that person I totally devoted and committed to you. The immense hurt it creates is something that runs extremely deep. It causes them to question their worth,causes them to question everything. Causes anxiety,over thinking and so so much heartache. Cheating is not just a sexual thing,cheating is an emotional and mental thing as well. You should not need the opposite sex for any reason at all if you are truly in love with your partner and committed, the opposite sex shouldn’t even be a thought.

I truly wish people would think before they do, especially when others are involved and their hearts are involved.

Enough ranting for today. I’m beyond exhausted emotionally and mentally. I wish people would start treating each other as they want to be treated and the world would be a better place. Life would be so much better.