Had my first op on the 6th September. Boy was I nervous!!
It just showed me once again how our minds can play tricks on us when we face the unknown. The thoughts that went through my mind were insane. Logically you know you are overthinking and being ridiculous but, mentally and emotionally you are going crazy. Another not so fun part of an over Thinker.
No matter what people say to you, no matter what you logically know – your over thinking mind goes into overdrive and you think of all sorts of horrible scenarios instead of just accepting and going with the flow, you scare yourself.
So crazy but so happy the op is over, now it’s just time and patience to heal.
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