KIERAN

My dream, my life, my son

You are everything and more to me, there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you.

I really hope you know that no matter what, even if I don’t agree with your decisions I am here for you. You can ALWAYS, ALWAYS come to me.

You are my heart and soul.

I feel so incredibly blessed to be your mom. I always wanted a son, you came along and fulfilled my dream. made my life so special.

Unfortunately there have always been and still are too many people in our lives who interfere. Who cause us to not live like we want or should. I know you are trying to keep the peace with everyone, unfortunately in doing so it affects our relationship and what I want and need for us.

So so many times throughout the years I have been so so close to giving up, to saying goodbye but, not knowing it you kept me going, you stopped me.

Your smiles, your hugs, your I love you Mom. When you’d call me “My Mom’ it would fill my heart with so so much love. When you used to stand by me and stick up for me, it felt like the world could collapse but, we would still stand strong together. Mom and Son against the world. Sadly wish it was still like that.

My dearest son, you have been through so much in your life, you have worked so hard to become the incredible person you are. I am so extremely proud of the work you have done on yourself, that you have made it through a shining star! I am so so extremely proud that you are my son.

Without you my life would cease to exist.

I love you my dearest, dearest son.