Life…

What is life actually?

Is it this constant heartache and betrayal?

Is this my karma?

Betrayal over and over?

Continous heartache?

Loosing your joy,your inner child.

Loosing your laughter,not knowing how to get it back.

Light slowly slowly going out like a flame dancing then dying in the wind.

Unending thoughts and questions, deep deep anxiety that history is repeating again.

Can’t do the wheel going over and over,need to smash it into pieces,so many pieces it won’t return.