Flashback…..

Just got a Horrible flashback,my heart sunk to my toes and I’m fighting to keep the tears at bay.

How the hell do you move forward when your mind plays those tricks on you?? It feels like it just happened.

It happened months ago,I’m still struggling with it and just when I think I’m doing good something hits me from that time and I feel like I’m right there again.

I honestly wish there was no such thing as cheating and stupid emotional and mind games!!! All it does is destroy!!!!

Do you ever truly get over it? Will it ever stop hurting? Will you ever beable to stop wondering and questioning. Will you ever have peace and be content again????