I’m sooo tired of always hiding my pain making others feel better

I dont want to feel like this anymore

Need a way to kill the thoughts, the pain

So tired…..

So tired of taking the abuse so others don’t feel it

So tired of taking the lies and deceit to keep the peace

So. so tired of double standards

I don’t want to feel like this anymore

I want to kill my pain, my thoughts

Darkness, pain…..

So tired.